Thread:Tokka/@comment-6028837-20141114162507/@comment-1169644-20160430230937

Trigger009 wrote: Just did,a little diggin saw that your edits were reverted by the boss of the wiki user:The S your edit though informative very very very informative still was like massive and kinda sloppy no offense. The S probably just thought it was a vandalism type situation, but maybe all 3 of us should figure out a way too sort this all out. I am sure if we talk it out with him it'll all be good.

--> Hey, Trigger. Hope you are still contributing to the Wiki here. It's been awhile since i've contributed personally. The last time i truly added something substantial was in 2014, it was a little "sloppy" but heavily informative  ( Sloppy i admitted was a fair assessment ). I mostly contributed in regards to the Dream Beavers characters and my personal involvement with the characters, I was extremely excited to share my experience and the history with the characters and did my best to include as much as i could in regards to their premier episode. Hindsight lead to a near 100% deletion of the information i provided and i tried to bring compromise and attention to this  with "user:The S".

His "MEH - I have no idea what your talking about." responce he gave at the time was incredibly discouraging. And every time i tried to come back and contribute adding imperative value to the wiki - - i sadly automatically thought yet again, a total stranger could come in and delete ANYTHING with out remorse, warning or conference with me about the issues ( with the exception of you - you are a rarity in my experiences here ).

While i understand my writing is unorthodox and may need cleaning up here and there, i'm constantly trying to clean up and amend everything i do. In the past constant SELF-EDITs were par-for-the coarse.

I'll try to start adding contributions again as i think my discouragement has abated. I'm nervous of the knee-jerk reactions i may get to ANYTHING i add or amend. The jumping-to-conclusions part of this Wiki is nothing i am used to, In 09 or so when i first started helping out here, things were more open-minded and people seemed to be more willing to help me out, work with me, and hear me out. It's not clear that this is the case anymore. I can't blame anyone or anything..it's just how it is.

I've been with this darn Turtle-dom for over 25 years now if i like it or not, but i am proud that in small ways officially and unofficially i've been able to be part and contribute to the damned franchise and fandom through in immense amount of hard work and sacrifice. I don't think i should be ashamed about those good things in any regard.

Hopefully i'll hear from you or S or someone before i start start adding things SUBSTANTIALLY or what have you. We all have lives, and i understand that this whole thing is a collaborative of people trying to help educate others on the various nuances and aspects of this ever expanding franchise. But it's unbalanced when major information is just wiped out with 0 warning or understanding. Again in my haste, the information was over the top and i understand any major edits - -but complete deletion was unnecessary.

Maybe that's the price one pays for passion, especially when your pour your heart out into something so important to you.

But still, i should have kept my additions to the entry in check.

Whatever, i may add small contributions here and there. But if push comes to shove and my additions are not welcome, i'll just go ahead and walk away. Thanks for letting me vent.

Hope you are well. ~ t